I don't know why but i constantly need to feel your presence in me. I don't want to turn out clingy but getting to talk to you for a second or a minute makes me happy and slightly motivates me. Since now i rarely talk to you i don't what i should be happy about anymore. I really don't. I may turn out to look happy and full of life when I'm around my friends thats just because I'm trying to run away from all the questions that they'll shoot towards me if I'm being all weirdly quiet. I don't like people constantly asking me questions why am i quiet or sad and so on!
I should probably understand that you're 17 and you're going to face an importantly big examination soon. But taking a minute or two to say hello wouldn't hurt? Would it? That would shows that even when you're busy with school and studies you still remember me and you still do care.
You know I'm not the type to speak up and stuff i would rather stay quiet and suffer then having to speak up.
Im sorry i turned out to be such a wimp and a scaredy cow.
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