Cloud nine (not)

Sekatlah lagi sekat, sekat semua benda. Ikut sedap nak sekat, sekat semua kebebasan, sekat my choices to make friend lepastu cakap aku sombong. Ingat seronok ? Kawan aku ke kawan kau sekarang ni? Sekat semua benda, nak tunggu aku memberontak agaknya. One day if i blow up and no one can ever control me dont wonder why, you should know its because of your actions. Not trusting me , taking away all of my freedom, controlling my life and everything. I'm a teenage girl for crying out loud and the only best thing to do is guide me when i do something wrong not being all protective till i cant do shits. By doing that just makes me want to do more stuff and get myself into trouble. You cant control me forever and tbh i dont even want to be all wild and uncontrollable but your actions and doings might just stir me to that dark pathway. I'm going through a lot already and you don't even realise anything, you just assume me being rude and grumpy all the damn time.