Feels

You know that feeling when you're ready to move on but there is this tiny part of you still have feelings for that one specific guy ? If you do, you are awesome and thats what i feel now.

I feel like im completely okay and ready to just forget and let go but at times i feel an ache of missing him. I'm not as sad as i used to be now, i dont feel sad when my friends mention his name or talk about him, i feel completely fine in fact it makes me smile like a meaningless type of smile. I'm kinda happy that his doing good, continuing his studies and stuff he seems happy. So I'm happy, i know all this because i still stalk him occasionally. 

I cant wait for the day where I'm completely over it, and when the day where someone mentions his name, i wouldn't even take a second to think about him.