Faded feelings.

Why do you think it is okay for you to come and apologize repeatedly ? You should really consider changing that attitude of yours once you've apologized. I'm probably stupid for forgiving you all the time but I think I finally had enough of it. If you are only coming back to me because things aren't working out for you or you feel lonely you should really fuck off. I'm done and there is so much more things that i have to deal with and focus on. Yes, i admit that you make me happy and i want you but i do not need you, I do not need to go back to what broke me into a million pieces once again. I know that things wouldn't work out no matter how hard I try because both of us are suppose to put in effort and if you can't move on from your past even when i tried comforting you when you are in need of it or spend as much time as i can with you no matter how occupied my schedule is. I just want to be happy and despite my shitty attitude and personality I'm pretty sure i deserve someone that would treat me right eventually. Whatever you have done to me, I'm now leaving it in my past as a lesson and I'm not holding any grudges and I do not hate you! How can I hate someone that gives me such good vibes and instantly clicked? I wish you nothing but happiness and if you decided to go back to what broke you in the first place, I hope she do you good because you deserve it and you are an amazing person. If you don't I hope you'll learn how to move on or you might miss out on amazing girls that are willing to help you go through all the hardships. Good luck in the future, maybe ill bump into you at a random hospital or clinic once you've achieve your dreams!